Playing a Part of Myself: How 'The Inheritance' Helped Me Find My Voice
When I lost my mother in 2018, I was searching for a connection to her spirit. The play that would change my life - Matthew López's powerful drama 'The Inheritance' - allowed me to explore the complexities of my heart and find solace in its words.
First performed at the Young Vic in London, 'The Inheritance' marked a new world premiere, an exciting experience for the production team, particularly for actor Paul Hilton. The play's script had been a week ahead of his audition, captivating him with its gripping storyline about young gay Americans working as writers in a room. As he delved deeper into the project, Hilton was nervous about Stephen Daldry's involvement - the renowned director's reputation and demanding rehearsal process often left actors intimidated.
However, Hilton's apprehensions soon gave way to an immense sense of responsibility, as he took on two pivotal roles: the closeted EM Forster and a courageous contemporary American character dying from AIDS. The play seamlessly merged Forster's life with his fictional narrative, allowing him to reflect on themes that were relevant to Hilton at 16, when he was struggling with his own identity during the height of the Aids crisis.
The play's unique approach to storytelling, where Matthew López would present a script snippet, followed by Stephen Daldry's comments and revisions, was groundbreaking for the production. As it evolved from its initial conception in the Young Vic to its final form on Broadway, Hilton became deeply invested in Forster's world, immersing himself in his literary works.
What struck Hilton most about this experience was the profound impact 'The Inheritance' had on both him and the audience. As he worked tirelessly to recreate Forster's character, he began to understand aspects of himself that he had previously ignored or suppressed. The connection he felt with Forster was almost spiritual - it was as if he were participating in a communal experience, guided by López's masterful storytelling.
One of the most striking moments for Hilton came when 'The Inheritance' moved from London's Young Vic to New York City's Broadway theatre, where over 1,000 spectators would witness its emotional performance. Despite some initial disappointment with the change, Hilton was grateful for López's ability to reinterpret Forster in a way that resonated deeply with young gay men in the 21st century.
The power of 'The Inheritance' extends far beyond its narrative, however; it also serves as a testament to the transformative potential of theatre. As I reflect on my journey through this play, I am reminded that the stories we tell can profoundly impact our lives and those around us - they can inspire us, educate us, and help us confront our innermost fears.
For me, playing 'The Inheritance' has been an extraordinary experience - one that left its mark on my very being. It is a powerful reminder of the impact theatre can have, not just as entertainment but also as a conduit for personal growth, self-discovery, and healing.
When I lost my mother in 2018, I was searching for a connection to her spirit. The play that would change my life - Matthew López's powerful drama 'The Inheritance' - allowed me to explore the complexities of my heart and find solace in its words.
First performed at the Young Vic in London, 'The Inheritance' marked a new world premiere, an exciting experience for the production team, particularly for actor Paul Hilton. The play's script had been a week ahead of his audition, captivating him with its gripping storyline about young gay Americans working as writers in a room. As he delved deeper into the project, Hilton was nervous about Stephen Daldry's involvement - the renowned director's reputation and demanding rehearsal process often left actors intimidated.
However, Hilton's apprehensions soon gave way to an immense sense of responsibility, as he took on two pivotal roles: the closeted EM Forster and a courageous contemporary American character dying from AIDS. The play seamlessly merged Forster's life with his fictional narrative, allowing him to reflect on themes that were relevant to Hilton at 16, when he was struggling with his own identity during the height of the Aids crisis.
The play's unique approach to storytelling, where Matthew López would present a script snippet, followed by Stephen Daldry's comments and revisions, was groundbreaking for the production. As it evolved from its initial conception in the Young Vic to its final form on Broadway, Hilton became deeply invested in Forster's world, immersing himself in his literary works.
What struck Hilton most about this experience was the profound impact 'The Inheritance' had on both him and the audience. As he worked tirelessly to recreate Forster's character, he began to understand aspects of himself that he had previously ignored or suppressed. The connection he felt with Forster was almost spiritual - it was as if he were participating in a communal experience, guided by López's masterful storytelling.
One of the most striking moments for Hilton came when 'The Inheritance' moved from London's Young Vic to New York City's Broadway theatre, where over 1,000 spectators would witness its emotional performance. Despite some initial disappointment with the change, Hilton was grateful for López's ability to reinterpret Forster in a way that resonated deeply with young gay men in the 21st century.
The power of 'The Inheritance' extends far beyond its narrative, however; it also serves as a testament to the transformative potential of theatre. As I reflect on my journey through this play, I am reminded that the stories we tell can profoundly impact our lives and those around us - they can inspire us, educate us, and help us confront our innermost fears.
For me, playing 'The Inheritance' has been an extraordinary experience - one that left its mark on my very being. It is a powerful reminder of the impact theatre can have, not just as entertainment but also as a conduit for personal growth, self-discovery, and healing.